Monday, March 30, 2009

Breathe Me , By SIA (( played on a piano ))

The song Breathe Me , By The Australian singer SIA
The minute i saw it , i fell in love with her performing
!! ENJOY

Thursday, March 26, 2009

My Weekly Posting



Hi there !
So , i just took a shower , and i'm drinking my coffee ...
(( wait ! , that looked like i'm on twitter !! lol )) ..
no , i don't have an account in there , and i'm not planning on getting one
(( take that twitter lol .. ))
Anyway , an old friend ( more like a colige ) of mine , called me up , about a week ago ..
And i was really surprised , because she like never called me beofre , and i don't even have
her number ..
So she called , to my self , i was like (( woow , just woow )) , and (( i must be really
speicial to her , to call me even after i went to a new school )) ..
she said ( i really miss u alot , i've been calling (..) and (..) and (..) ..<< ( names of other
mutual friends ) ..
Then i thought to my self ( well , i guess i'm not that speical after all :P )) ..
anyway .. we talked , and talked , for only about an hour ..
and then suddenly , she hung up , well , i don't know if she did , or the phone just got
disconnected ..
but it's been really nice to know someone that far away from me , still rememebers me ..
oh , i gatta get her number soon !

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

Great song , great ryhthem ..
(( it's thoes kind of songs that makes me feel good through a bad day :) ))
(( Lyrics ))
>>>
Feeling the moment slip away ..
Losing direction, you're loosing faith..
You're wishing for someone,Feeling it all begin to slide
Am I just like you?
All the things you do - can't help myself...
How do you feel when there's no sun?
And how will you be when rain clouds come and pull you down again?
How will you feel when there's no one?
Am I just like you?
Turning to face what you've become,
Buried the ashes of someone
Broken by the strainTrying to fill that space inside
Am I just like you?
All the things you do - can't help myself
How do you feel when there's no sun?
And how will you be when rain clouds come and pull you down again?
How will you feel when there's no one?
Am I just like you?All the things you do
Don't ever feel that you're aloneI'll never let you down,
I'll never leave you dryDon't fall apart, don't let it go
Carry the notion, carry the notion back to me,
to me...
Feeling the moment slip away
Feeling the moment slip away
Cause I'm just like you
How do you feel when there's no sun?
And how will you be when rain clouds come and pull you down again?
How do you feel when there's no one?
Am I just like you?
p.s >> (( great vid as well .. :) ))

Saturday, March 7, 2009

غير معنون


لن أكتب عن الألم , لن أكتب عن اليأس ..

و لن أحاول حتى ..

ليس الآن على الأقل ..

هل ما زال يتملكني ؟ ( نعم )

هل ما زال يتحكم بي ؟ ( أحياناً ... )


و لكني أحاول ان أنساه , و لو لدقائق معدودة ,,

ما زلت لا أجد الكلمات المناسبة , ما زلت أضيع في وسط زحام المصطلحات , و ما زلت أتخير كلماتي من وسط آلاف المشاعر التي تختلجني , الآن !


ما زلت احاول أن أضيع , لدرجة اني لن أعرف اني ضائعة ..

و ما زلت أتمنى ان أعود تلك الطفلة الصغيرة , بكل ما كانت تعايشه من حياة بائسة , و قذرة , لكنها لا تعلم اي شي عما تعايشه , تظن انهاتملك العالم , تظن انها أميرة في قصر ما ,, لماذا اليوم , فقط اليوم أعلم بكل وضوح , انني أبعد ما أكون عن ذلك المكان ؟!


هذه المرة أتساءل ,, كيف للنضج أن يجعل مني نسخة أفضل من نفسي ؟

بينما أجد نفسي أضيع أكثر و أكثر كل يوم أنضج به أكثر ؟

كيف للنضج , الذي لطالما حلمت به , و قفزت روحي فرحة عندما أدركت انها تذوقته ,, أن يكون بهذا الضياع و التعقيد ؟؟

كيف له , و من أين له الحق أن يخذلني , بكل بساطة , هكذا ؟؟؟


و لماذا , فقط لماذا ,كل شي توقعته أن يكون , أصبح تماماً , شيئاً اخر ؟