There's a lot I wanna write , cause there's a lot I've been experiencing , and with every time I watch something , I witness it , I feel it , in a way different from anything else !
But every time I wanna write something I just find myself caught up doing something else , maybe it's nothing at all , but it's not writing , and now I wonder why , maybe I'm too scared to admit that I'm thinking of something , to the paper …
I'm growing up , unfortunately or fortunately , I am ..
It's a fact , I can't neither change , nor accept fully !
I can deny it though , and probably , there's where I am now !
I am growing up , and everything is exploding like ten times bigger and faster than it did about 5 years ago in my head .
Ya , not so long ago .. I was just a girl , just me , with no packages to hold , nothing to think about , other than , nothing !
Maybe I feel selfish talking about myself a lot , but maybe it's way for others to find their own ways and paths through me , and to find some help in whatever I'm saying or muttering , and maybe I'm just selfish !
I'm growing up , as scary as it seems and sounds , believe me it's way scarier .. !
Sometimes you know you're ganna end up ok , but all you need is that extra insurance from someone, anyone , that tells you letterly :- (( you WILL be OK )) ! ..
So my Tip of today ..
If there's no one that can tell you , you will be ok , or if they were just too late .. than just tell it to yourself , look in the mirror , and say it
:- ( you are in a pretty missed up shape right now , you are lost , you don't deny that , but guess what , you WILL be OK , you WILL be just ok .in god's willing .. )
:) )
But every time I wanna write something I just find myself caught up doing something else , maybe it's nothing at all , but it's not writing , and now I wonder why , maybe I'm too scared to admit that I'm thinking of something , to the paper …
I'm growing up , unfortunately or fortunately , I am ..
It's a fact , I can't neither change , nor accept fully !
I can deny it though , and probably , there's where I am now !
I am growing up , and everything is exploding like ten times bigger and faster than it did about 5 years ago in my head .
Ya , not so long ago .. I was just a girl , just me , with no packages to hold , nothing to think about , other than , nothing !
Maybe I feel selfish talking about myself a lot , but maybe it's way for others to find their own ways and paths through me , and to find some help in whatever I'm saying or muttering , and maybe I'm just selfish !
I'm growing up , as scary as it seems and sounds , believe me it's way scarier .. !
Sometimes you know you're ganna end up ok , but all you need is that extra insurance from someone, anyone , that tells you letterly :- (( you WILL be OK )) ! ..
So my Tip of today ..
If there's no one that can tell you , you will be ok , or if they were just too late .. than just tell it to yourself , look in the mirror , and say it
:- ( you are in a pretty missed up shape right now , you are lost , you don't deny that , but guess what , you WILL be OK , you WILL be just ok .in god's willing .. )
:) )
