Friday, October 31, 2008

Too Dreamy To Be True , (( But Still Is ... ! ))

(( If we could either lie or say the truth, we'd lie! , but we’re not being giving the choice. ))
You are too dark to be lightened, and you are too tough to be broken
Too transparent to be noticed, and too alone to still be breathing!
Everything is breaking its natural limit...
Everything is running up and away... everything is moving, too fast for your hands to catch. . And it's too much to come out of a scratch...
Everything is just too simple for your brain to analyze!
And you still can't quite understand... because all the reasons have been banned!
And here from a long time ago, and still, you stand!
Unable of moving, doing, or saying something else than nothing!
Unable to disable you're blindness... and your eye's almost can't distinguish you're sight from you're blindness!
But why to see , if everything is in fact as blurry inside as it appears to you through your eye's !
… When everything that was meant to be down is at a rise!
It's like you are falling upside down, and every other thing is falling the other way around!

Where are all your questions?? .. Where are all you're wondering??
Is your hideout really still as hidden?? .. Is your halo still as fitting??
Is your blood still as red … or did you stop bleeding??
Is your heart is still unfed... or did you find a savior leaning...??
But you shall stop asking any more...
Cause now you know... the only thing... the one thing... that could break all the simplicity and the complication of being, the only answered question,
- Am I too dead to feel a waft of the air around??

You stop to wonder, maybe for the last time... and maybe not...
You stop... trying to answer... knowing that the answer it's self will be stunt !

You're earth is moving... but you're not falling apart, instead you fall as one...and as one you stand back on!

And as one, you open your eyes...
And as one, you fail pretending to be surprised; by the answers you always shoved aside.
It's now … you know everything … and all of the things you tried not to know …
Are shoving your " blinded" sight aside , and within you they stop the once before constant fight .

It's now, not tomorrow... and not you're almost forgotten yesterdays.
It's now, the time you lose yourself, and as lost as you can be .. as lost as you'll never be found !
It's now you scream, or you whisper... now, you can laugh or you can cry!
… Cause now, nothing at all matters... in both of your eyes .
Now …. You will see their lies formed in the shape of truths, and all the insanity in the world will be loose!
… Cause now, nothing is simple... that even your brain cells are being loose!
Now, you know … you are too lost to be found!
But still, ironically... You STILL too faithful to give in and your knowledge is too beyond to be explained.
You know you've been touched strongly by insanity, just as much as you've been touched by sanity.
And as much as you're lost right now... and as much as you will be...
Existence as well will be !
If there's one truth you don’t know about yet, is know that …
No matter how many your dreams are sweet or bitter, things will only get either worse or better!
Wake up! … your still miraculously Breathing … stand one step back , from being your own self killer.

Sunday, October 12, 2008

! Work OUT

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم


It takes a lot of effort for things to work out , at least from us .. the ones who desperately and hopefully at the same time , want so simple things to work out more than any other more complicated things .
that's what i wanted , and never crossed my mind that something as unexpected as that could ever "dis-Wrok out" all of my plans !
i don't even know if i shall break down , or laugh at how much i believe in luck at this moment .
when before i was just almost a "non-Believer" .. now somehow .. i do believe , that there is alucky and unlucky people . confusingely , i'm still not sure if "luck" had to do any thing with my case .
i still wonder if it's only fate , not luck . and i still wonder that maybe what seemed really bad for a whole year ago , could turn out to be such a good thing to me right now !
i still say maybe , that person whom i hated for a whole year .. and couldn't stand , and tried so hard to get away from , and finally , were fated to find thier way to me , maybe is a good thing in my life ,
maybe it's a reason for other good things !
Any way .. it's too hard and too risky to judge at the moment .. when everthing is as blurry as a winter rainy day !
at the end of the day , at least iTRY , to leave my self with no questions .. just one truthful answer ..
" AS long as i Leave it within God's Hands , i Shall Be Always Be fine " !