Saturday, May 16, 2009

يوم في حياة بشري !






تدور بنا الحياة , و تدور ..
و ندرك أنه لا عودة لنا ..
لا عودة إلى الطفولة ..
لا مزيد من البطولة ..
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تصبح حياتنا , مزيج من الاختفاء و الظهور ..
خليط من الظلمة و النور ..
عبث , بأمور و أمور ..
صغيرها و كبيرها ..
تافهها , و عظيمها ..
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نتوقف كثيرا ..
و نمضي سريعا ..
نفترش تساؤلاتنا ..
و ننام في وسط ركام سماؤنا ..
ننام و لا نستيقظ ..
هذا حلمنا !
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نستيقظ , فتخيب ظنوننا ..
ننتعش , و بعد , ما احتياجنا ؟
ما بعد الخلود ..
لا يهمنا ..
أين الخلود ..
في حياتنا ؟
طعام و شراب ..
لن أقول سراب ..
فقط لأن كلماتي تضيع مني ! ..
سأجلس لوحدي ..
أحرس , بخوف , بعضنا البعض ..
و أتساءل , ما احتياجي ؟
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هل ما زلت هنا ؟
و يا له من " هنا " !
أعلق فتعلقون معي , و بي ..
أسخط , فتسخطون معي , و علي !
فإذا ابتسمت , لم تجدوني !
و إن ضعت , أكون ضائع منكم !
و أجدكم ..
مرة أخرى .. هنا !
عدوني ..
كوعودكم الدائمة لي ..
و كأمسٍ عشناه , سويا ..
و قلتم انه لا عودة لي ..

عدوني ..
ووثقوا عهداً لي ..
عدوني ..
فقط طمئنوني ..
إن ضعت ..
عدوني ..
أنكم لن تجدوني !
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Friday, May 1, 2009

Wii , Oh Cool !

Recently , well just today actually , i bought a new wii ! ..
So , hurray :P ..
i was really confused before on what to get , cause over all i like gaming , and there's
3 options , a nintendo's wii , or a microsoft's Xbox 360 , or the good ol' sony's play station 3
i didn't give it much thinking , Really , the choice was clear to me ..
Now this isn't a commercial of any kind ..
This is just how I feel about it ..
Cause I think it's really great , and who ever made it , is one hell of a genius ..
Ya , I didn't quite fell for the graphics , but making new " miis " , and personalities was really great , it's so simple , and allows you to add some of your personality in the game.
The main reason for me choosing to buy a wii , instead of anything else , is the fact that besides the usual electronic gaming , there's also the sports , and fitness , which is great for moving your whole body , with the game .
when it comes to sinse of relaity , it's not that high , but it's not that bad ..
the music is very soothing , for me , and i still gatta check out more channels , and the internet connection ..
But Over all , and to make the long story short , I say , wii rocks !

Thursday, April 2, 2009

!!! Socially Deactivated

Why is it everytime i meet someone , they turn out to be a total psychopaths ?
not like " me psycho " , cause i know i am ..
But like really psycho .. with symptoms and everything !!!
They seem very nice at the begining ..
But just after a short , or somewhat long while , they beome something else ..
And their true sickness finally appear !
I Do something , very silly , and all of a sudden , they demand full attention ..
and they want to be treated as if i think of them the kings of the world !
well , i don't , if they do ,then fine , but i'm not ganna lie to any one .
They Try to create a problem outta nowhere !!!
Why ?
I don't know ! ..
And what surprises me even more .. is the fact that it happens suddenly , with no " Premonitions " ,
not what so ever , like someone comes to you while your in the bathroom , and smacks you
right in the face and leave .. , ( becarful next time you'r alone in the bathroom , and no , it never
happened to me :P .. ) .. just an example :P !
Am i really that horrible person , to have a normal social life ?
i'm not a " social butterfly " ..
But i'm not a " snail " as well ..
I like hanging out with people , but i really don't know what's wrong !
I'm really mad right now ..
But what else can i do .. but keep on hoping .. and hanging on !
Peace 2 all .. xoxo !
Before leaving my blog .. Check out this song , ( if ur in the mood ) .. hope u enjoy iT !
Have A Great Night & day ..
Later Now ....... :) !

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

Tie Me Up .. and Untie Me

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم



Tie me to you .. and take me ..
As I am , as I'll ever be ..
Tie on to me , tighter ..
Shove me , to fall , I've gone higher ..
These lips , I always knew ..
Now will know me too ..
Fall in me ..
Fall with me ..
In this hole of beautiful destiny ..

- The World is a big circus ..
I always wanted to burn it down ..
With its monkeys , and stupid clowns ..
But to shut my eyes , you've come around ..
My stable heart , will bound ..
When gravity is gone , you help me to stay on the ground ..
And when gravity is here , I can only hear your sound ..
So , tie me up ..
And face my head towards the clouds ..
Untie me from them ,
These strings are letting me down ..
Tied right here ..
With you ..
In you ..
And for you ..
I'll say my first words ..
I'll stumble ..
I'll stutter ..
But Untied ..
The sky looks so wide ..
And She's stopped ..
The sun is no more going to hide ..


- It's a flawless mistake ..
You inspire me to make..
A few silly words ..
The whole world thinks ..
We step on the water ..
Left from our sins ..
A new walk today ..
You walk me to you ..
I'm ready to say ..
A word , I finally know ..
From here I'll pray ..
I'll be only with you ..
Tied … to my ever home !
Tied up , to you !